January Super Powers

It might be time to admit that I bit off way more than I can chew this month.

For some reason I thought that the new year meant I had new and improve super powers. I thought it meant I could take on the world… and then some without slipping up, breaking down, or giving in.

However, I think I might have finally cracked under the pressure – as I write to you from my heated bed with a load of clean laundry staring at me, unfolded in it’s basket.

Although, I’m not 100% sure that I am ready to admit defeat yet, but I will admit that I am taking a mental health afternoon where I am hiding in my bed, with Netflix blaring through my tv and I am trying my damn hardest not to feel guilty about it.

And when I say afternoon, what I really mean is a few hours between other obligations.

Considering this morning I was at my barn for 8:30 a.m. in order to make sure my horse is always feeling 110% even though I can’t remember the last time I saw my own human chiropractor.

And after that I rushed to school in order to make a deadline on a story that I completed start to finish in under 24 hours – after 3 other stories fell through on me since Tuesday.

I’ve also somehow managed to…

  • Do dishes
  • Clean my entire kitchen
  • Collect the garbage and get it ready for take out tonight
  • Did 1 load of laundry (hence the clean yet unfolded laundry that is nagging me silently)
  • And started another load of laundry

And now I am sitting in my bed.

For a few minutes before I fold my load of laundry, switch the laundry that is currently in the washer and then go to work for the 4th shift out of my 13th shift in a row streak.

Thinking about it from my heated bed this rainy afternoon I think I might have had a mental break down when I planned this month. In fact, I don’t think I was thinking at all when I took on everything I did.

School, work every single night of the week, a horse to ride and train, work on occasional weekends, events for school, work on Friday mornings as well as Friday nights, a social life to semi-maintain, and then of course all those weekly tasks that you have to do if you want to adult properly in today’s society like grocery shop, laundry, dishes, etc.

However, I am happy to announce that it’s January 19th and I have manage to not only stay afloat this month, but to kinda kick ass well juggling a thousand and ten things. (Even if I need to take one or two days to hide in my bed)

So maybe I was right when the clock stuck midnight on January 1st marking the end of 2016 and the start of 2017 I was gifted with extra special super powers that have given me the chance to take on the world.

Or maybe, just maybe, when the clock marked the new year, I became 1 year wiser, 1 year stronger, and ready to complete 1 more year of goals (even if I am crawling under the weight of all the extra tasks I took on to achieve them).

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